Friday, December 26, 2014

Post Christmas Post

Definitely a different Christmas this year...I dunno if I feel so much peace or what not. But I would say, different. Maybe because there were new additions to my life.  New players present and key people, juxtaposed. 

I am so grateful though. At least, this year was a clear indication that there's growth and that it's dynamic and not stagnant. However, this year has taken my heart to the rough and tumbles more than I ever imagined it would. 

I am not complaining. It makes one feel alive, doesn't it? I suppose it just gets confusing when these new players do things that you can't quite comprehend. 

Emotions aside, I guess I'm doing well. I am able to do things I said I would. I have been able to push myself and do certain things that used to scare me. 

I have prolly matured thrice and caught up in the lost years...and this should be good. 

To the people involved, I hope you will find it in your heart to stay true to the people you have in your respective lives. I don't think I shall be wearing the sign 'gullible' anymore. I am just so done...End of chapter...or chapters. Hahaha...

Next Christmas? Love actually.

Thursday, December 4, 2014

Maneuvering Back to Me...

It was difficult to not say anything to you. You reached out to me yet again. And as much as I wanted to play it down, I  ended up responding. Not the way I used to. But enough too let you know that I still am around. Thank you for the time. I appreciate it. Now if you'll excuse me, I still have a broken heart to fix...