Definitely a different Christmas this year...I dunno if I feel so much better...at peace or what not. But I would say, different. Maybe because there were new additions to my life. New players present and key people, juxtaposed.
I am so grateful though. At least, this year was a clear indication that there's growth and that it's dynamic and not stagnant. However, this year has taken my heart to the rough and tumbles more than I ever imagined it would.
I am not complaining. It makes one feel alive, doesn't it? I suppose it just gets confusing when these new players do things that you can't quite comprehend.
Emotions aside, I guess I'm doing well. I am able to do things I said I would. I have been able to push myself and do certain things that used to scare me.
I have prolly matured thrice and caught up in the lost years...and this should be good.
To the people involved, I hope you will find it in your heart to stay true to the people you have in your respective lives. I don't think I shall be wearing the sign 'gullible' anymore. I am just so done...End of chapter...or chapters. Hahaha...
Next Christmas? Love actually.
